Most of baptisms I have performed have been in hospital
rooms, with young mothers who sometimes have just moments with their babies
before then lose custody. I use borrowed water. Moms promise to love God and
their little one. I say the words of baptism and I give their babies the names
their mama chose. Then, I trace a cross on their little foreheads and say those
words; “You are sealed by
the Holy Spirit in Baptism, and marked as Christ's own forever.”
I love those words.
I love them because I usually never get to see these babies again. The state
usually takes custody within hours. I know these little ones have a long road
ahead and so do their moms.
It is some comfort to
me to say those words; “You are sealed by the Holy Spirit and marked as
Christ’s own forever.”
That as difficult as
this little one’s life might be, another world is possible. Life is possible.
I think about the
young people who ask me about baptism. The young woman in county jail who wants
to be baptized.
Baptism is a kind of
initiation. An initiation into the kingdom of God. In our text, John introduces it as another way
to live. The people who come to him for baptism—farmers and fisherfolk, tax
collectors, soldiers—come looking to turn around. To find a new way to live in
the middle of occupation. To be initiated into something different.
I think of all the ways that our children in Grays Harbor
are initiated.
Sometimes as young as 10 or 11, children are initiated into
a life of poverty and struggle in juvie. Here on the harbor, we have the
highest rate of child incarceration—for non criminal offences— in the
country. Here, jail begins early. It is
an initiation. I know young women who have been told from the time they are 12
or 13, by social workers, by judges, that they will never amount to anything.
That they will never be anything more that drug addicted, knocked up mothers.
An initiation into a life of poverty and jail.
Gangs have initiation rituals, often violent ones, sometimes
by proving your courage by letting gang members beat you up.
An initiation into a life of kill or be killed, of dealing
on the black market and trafficking drugs, of surviving in a world that is hard
to survive.
So many initiations. The moment our children realize no one
is on their side. The moment mothers realize they cannot keep their children.
The moment people really start to believe they have no future.
I am sure first century Palestine, just like 21st
century Palestine, had its own initiations like that.
So, in all this suffering and all these initiations, baptism
is a different kind of initiation.
First, its an initiation into a world where God cares. None
of my young folks on the street believe that anyone cares for them. And
sometimes they are right. But, in baptism, we say that God cares. We proclaim a
faith in a God who says through Isaiah; “Do not fear, for I have redeemed you;
I have called you by name, you are mine.” Few people on the street have their
birth names, sometimes by fate, sometimes by choice. But baptism proclaims a
faith in a God who knows your true name.
“When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and
through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you.” In jail, in prison, chained
or free, on the streets, in cold tents, couch surfing with people you barely
know, in the hospital, dying, escaping death—those are the waters. Death is
everywhere. Last week, I stood at the bedside of a young man who very narrowly
escaped death. Everyone on the streets knows the waters. But a God who is with
them, with us, who does not judge, but cares; who knows death with us, who died
once with us—that is a radical God.
Baptism acknowledges the death around us. But even in the
middle of the terror, it initiates us—ALL OF US—into a different life.
Into a different sort of kingdom. A kingdom that John
preaches, a kingdom where soldiers and tax collectors stop exploiting people
and poor people share with each other, a kingdom where everyone has enough and
poor people don’t end up locked up or slaughtered.
We are baptized into death. We die to the empire and all its
desires. We die to greed. We die to caring only for ourselves.
In a world that tells us to hoard all we have, we rise to
share with each other.
In a world that tells us to only look after ourselves, we
rise to love each other in real and tangible ways.
In a world that constructs prisons for children, we rise to
struggle with them for their freedom and release.
In a world that calls too many of us trash and worthless, we
rise to leadership in the kingdom of God.
We rise. We rise with a God who cares into a community that
takes care of each other.
Today we celebrate the “baptism of our Lord.” Only, in Luke,
the focus is on Jesus as just one of many who get baptized. So, this is a day
to remember our baptism. To remember that we die to the world as it is, in all
of its greed and cruelty. To remember that we rise to new life, in the company
of a God who cares, in the hope of a better world, here and now.
As we celebrate a renewal of our baptismal vows this
morning, I am going to be thinking of moms crying in hospital beds and tiny
babies carried off, only held long enough to be baptized and named. I am going
to be thinking of the young people who crave baptism in jail, who are dying,
literally, for a better world. I am going to be thinking of the vows we say, to
love God and each other and to respect the dignity of every human being.
And, above all, I am going to be thinking of those words,
said over each of our heads and the heads of those I love; “You are sealed by the Holy Spirit in Baptism,
and marked as Christ's own forever.”
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